Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Tuesday Fun!

My day started off excellent...Mati decided she wanted to wake up at 6 instead of 6:40. Way to throw mommy off her routine~ After I fed her she went back to sleep and I had to wake her up to leave. She loves when you wake her up singing to her. She will smile with her eyes closed until she is ready to open them. We have a good morning song we made up. Anyways...so I left my house without my bed made and my bathroom cleaned up, so I feel a little off.. Not to mention the traffic made me 10 whole minutes late for work....Once I got to work I remembered I had inventory! My boss knows how hard I work on inventory and really its my project. So I can expect a treat of some sort on my desk on the last day of every month...Mainly breakfast foods...cream puffs...donut holes...today I had a piece of pie....I won't lie..it was very sweet for a breakfast treat. He tries...lol...I have completed my inventory and it has been sent off to Dallas. Now I need to tackle the rest of my to do's for the day!

Mati's teeth still haven't made there big debut and mommy is ready. She loves to chew on her oragel tube. I took it from her last night and put it in my mouth. When she couldn't reach for it, she got pretty mad. She is so curious. I had her sitting my lap on the floor last night as I was talking on the phone and she flipped herself over on her tummy and scooted herself off of my legs. It was hilarious. She has more fun playing with lotion bottles...remotes....cell phones....than her actual toys...ohh something else she has been doing that I forgot to post last week is...everything goes over her head....her toys...she lifts everything up in the air and over and behind her head. It's too cute. I always forget to include her love for Baxter. She talks to him and gives him kisses....she pets...well rather pulls his hair. She shares her toys, but he doesn't like to share his. This past weekend Mati was on the floor next to Baxter and he had 2 toys next to her. He was playing with his fish so she picked up his little bird toy....he dropped the fish and took the bird away..so she grabbed the fish....as she was about to put it in HER mouth ....he took it back...and she reached for the bird again...This cycle went on until Josh was tired of watching it. ;) Mati got a rocking horse for Christmas from my parents and until now she really hasn't used it. So last night I was in her room and decided to put her on it. I slid her into the kitchen and away she went. She jumps...and clicks her heels so it looks like she is really riding a horse...she has no idea what she is doing but she likes the springs, maybe she will get the idea that it is a ROCKING horse later on.

Big milestone for mommy....If I can loose over 1 1/2 lbs ..I will be in a weight bracket that I haven't been in for 4 years. Before the holidays of the Christmas I got pregnant I weighed 1 1/2 less than I do right now....so if I can loose over I will be ecstatic..I will keep u posted!! Everyone have a happy Tuesday....I am!!!!

Monday, March 30, 2009

2 Teeth!!!

Well Congratulations Madelyne...You are cutting your first 2 teeth!! Finally. You have been teething for forever, and mommy and daddy are so excited for you!!! It seems pretty painful, but I am hoping you can make it!!

Our weekend was pretty jam packed!! Friday after I got off work Josh made dinner and we ate and took off to a little boutique that closed at 6 or so we thought. We got down there at 5:31...literally and they closed at 5:30...It took us 45 minutes to get there. Josh went to the door and asked if we could come in, of course she said no... So he explained through the door that we had drove 45 minutes and could his wife come in and look around to see if we needed to come back the next day....( this was one of my places to hit up for the Easter dress) She simply said We are closed.....and walked away!! What do you do? lol....Josh and I headed to the mall. I can't explain how unsold I was on the dress we bought, and I had to have another look. I also wanted to clean my ring....We forgot Mati's stroller so we got out workout for the night. We got home, gave little miss priss her bath and had "us" time.

Saturday Josh had to go into work so she let me sleep until 9:30 and off he went. Mati and mommy had a blast playin and napping together. I love one on one time with her. I needed to run a hot shot for work so Josh met me at my office at 2 and we headed out. We made the delivery and headed back to that boutique. I had it in my head I was going to give that lady a piece of my mind, BUT she wasn't there. I explained to the other girl how rude she was, and of course they apologized! I found an Easter dress that I love! It's not pink and it has so much personality! I can't wait to make her matching headband...Ideas are spinning!! I returned the other one and Josh and I rented a movie, picked up dinner and went and visited some family. Mati had her bath and was out like a light. She has slept in her bassinet every night this past weekend. It was a huge step for mommy so I am proud of both of us. ;) Daddy is too!

Sunday started early....We made breakfast taco's for our class and we had 31 kids....CRAZY! I was a little strung out by the time we left. Josh and I did some stuff around the house and hung out! We took naps...and got ready for church. Mati was obviously very fussy...To the points of screaming...I couldn't think of any reason..so I checked her mouth. There they were...two little lines just peeking back at me. Last night was the first time she ever got a full dose of Tylenol. She slept!!! Thank God!

Tottenberry's this morning and she is doing great!!! She didn't want me to leave, but after the teacher entertained her a bit she was smiling at the other kids!! Monday's are so hard! I miss my little munchkin...

Friday, March 27, 2009

Sick ...Sick and More Sick...

Well we have all been so sick this week....I am so glad that I feel much better today. I wish I could say the same for my little sunshine. She has been throwing up every 2 or 3 days. Last night was her 3rd time since last Friday. I felt so sorry for her. I got up and got myself together and couldn't believe she was still asleep. So I cleaned house and went to wake her up. She was covered in vomit....my sheets....her onesie was soaked all the way to her pj bottoms....her hair...I felt horrible. She sleeps in my bed....Why didn't I notice? She smelled so bad...I washed her hair and her body down....got her ready and we headed out the door. She went to work with mommy for a couple of hours today. She has a Dr.'s appt at 1:30. Apparently the nurse said it was going around and generally lasted a week...ok....today was day 7 so....she is going to the Dr. Her daddy is taking her.

Tonight I am going to make 1 last attempt to search out an Easter dress. I have 2 places to hit up on my list. If not I am sticking to the dress I bought her. She is doing the cutest thing. She swings her feet in her swing. My mom has an old school swing that sits her up right and she loves it. I picked her up on Monday and she was sitting there swinging her feet.. She looked so grown up. Today I had her sitting in her bumbo seat on my desk while mommy worked and she was doing the same thing. I will have to get a video and post it. We still haven't made much progress on the crawling thing. We put her on her knee's and prop her up and she will sit there and do the booty dance until she is laying flat on the floor. Then she wants to be picked up..... She can also pull herself up now. She has been doing that since she was about 5 months with help, but now she needs no assistance. She has realized she needs her feet a certain way to pull herself up. This is all done while holding mommy and daddy's hands. She isn't pulling up on furniture yet, but she can stand holding on with no help. I am not very far away though...lol....Other than that she is just developing and learning....she studies everything....my little professor. She will hold the fat on her thighs with both hands and just stare at it. It's hilarious to watch. She fully reaches out to be held. She holds her hands out to me when her daddy has her, and vise versa....if she is playing she will hold her hands up....She is quite dangerous now. She will reach and grab anything. On my kitchen table I have a 3 basket stacker thing that I put fake fruit in. Last night Josh and I were rummaging through the mail for the first time this month and she kept taking the fruit out...so we moved the baskets away and she leaned all the way over so she could get her hands on the frame and pulled it to her so she could get the fruit out. She moves her eyebrows constantly now. When you talk to her or when she is telling you something, she will move them with her expressions....She is always telling us something...this morning at work she talked or sang for an hour straight.

I hope this weekend is non eventful....how about cutting grass or just hanging out....Josh has to go to work in the morning and I need to start working on our Sunday school lesson. I think I gave you a big enough update about my little sunshine!!!

Have a great weekend!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Weekend Pictures...



Mommy and Mati racing!



Mati going down the slide head first....



...Mati sliding down the slide feet first! (Just kidding she was just sitting there, but the way she pointed her toes made it look just like she was actually sliding down!)



Mati putting her feet in the water...



Mati in her sundress - she was in a great mood for being sick....



Mommy and Mati staring at the sunset...



Mati sitting on a bench staring at the sunset (I love this picture!)



Mati after her bath in the hotel...



Mati just minutes after she projectile vomited all over her and her carseat!




Daddy and Mati watching the sun start to go down...








Monday, March 23, 2009

Fishing Tournament and a Sick Daddy

Well most of you know Josh and myself took off last Friday and headed down to Many, LA. Transocean has an annual Golf/ Fishing Tournament every year. His location isn't really involved, but my dads' is very much. Josh and I decided to have an easy morning and get packed up on Friday morning and head down around noon to get there for dinner that was being served at 5. All morning Mati had been a little fussy so, it was no surprise she wanted out of her car seat. She slept a good ways there until we thought she woke up hungry. It was time for her baby food feeding so I turned her car seat to the side so I could feed her real quick. Josh was watching in the rear view mirror when............yyyyuuuuuckkkkk....throw up started coming out of her mouth. She threw up like 2 cans of baby food. Josh was yelling...."GROSS".......We pulled off on the side of the road and tried to get her cleaned up. I stripped her down and handed her to Josh. He proceeded to tell me he felt like a redneck on the side of the road with his kid in a diaper. Keep in mind we are in the boonies.... So I used about half a box on her car seat doing damage control and back on the road we went. I got some pretty good pics of her playing with no pants on in the car. Once we got to my moms hotel we gave her a bath and headed down to eat some catfish. After eating Josh and I wandered off to take some pic's of Mati. You would never know that this was the kid that was vomiting 2 hours before. She really took some great pictures. She is starting to smile for the camera instead of looking dazed and confused. After her photo shoot we headed back for the hotel room. My parents watched Mati and Josh and I took off upstairs to play some pool. We suck BTW....lol...

Saturday after an amazing breakfast we headed down to the booths and got all of our free stuff...including glass bottles...thank you very much. We had some crawfish that was delish and took a few pictures of our model, and got back on the road. We had dinner with the Stricklers and had so much fun. Dakota is 2 and she entertained us the whole time. She was hilarious. Josh and I laughed even after we left dinner about how cute she was. Then it was off to our favorite store Babies R Us....... We picked up some new toys for Mati, and headed off to Dillards. I got her Easter dress, but I kept the receipt in case I find something else I like. Josh and I stayed up until 1 in the morning discussing ideas for our Sunday School class lesson.

Sunday came way to early and Josh was feeling horrible. He made it through our class and we headed straight home to let him relax. After her couldn't vomit....(tmi)...we took off to Wal-Mart for some groceries.. After we got home I got us all unpacked and the house clean before turning in. My mom watched Mati today since she has been so clingy and not herself. She only had 5 oz all day yesterday. This was the second time she has been sick. She had a little cold when she was 2 months, but that was it. Josh was in bed all afternoon so I have learned how to do so much with a child on my hip...lol...anyways...Josh is at work today and feeling about 70 %. Mati has her appetite back and seemed so happy today at lunch! Daddy might not be home on time tonight so Mati and me will have some fun before supper....Hopefully we get to go for our bike ride!!!!

Vaccinations

First and foremost I want to start by saying that this topic is very sensitive for me. I hate that I have to keep explaining myself. This is our opinion and we by no means try to influence anyone on this matter. You do what is best for your child and we will do what is best for ours. Josh and I made the decision to terminate Madelyne's shots for now and maybe permanently. It was a very educated decision, and I would never put my child or someone else's child in danger. I won't lie, I get my feelings hurt very easy on this matter, but it is something that I feel very strong about. I am tired of people looking at me with a stupid look when I tell them we discontinued her shots. I am starting to feel I should give a stupid look right back when they say that they are vaccinating. It has become very common for parents to choose an alternate route of vaccinating and or terminating them all together. I received my shots before starting school, and I remember my arm being a little sore or not really wanting to play for a day. When Mati got her first round Josh and I were uneducated so we allowed the first round. Mati was fussy all weekend. Her complete schedule was thrown off. Why do that? I just think it is a lot for an infant to handle. Not to mention the risks with autism. Autism has more than tripled since 1980, and I am not going to gamble with that. Your pedi can not look you in the eye and tell you that there isn't a link between vaccinations and autism. At the end of the day your child is just a patient to your pediatrician, but your son or you daughter is your child. These are our views, and we aren't trying to influence anyone. I know of 3 people who were badly effected with taking shots. Here is a tad bit of information.

Vaccinations and Autism

Before 1980, autism was diagnosed in just 1 out of every 10,000 children. Twenty – five years later, the National Institutes of Health reported that autism disorders affect one in every 250 children, and is estimated to increase 10% every year. Though no scientific evidence has yet to prove a link between autism and vaccinations, both the scientific and medical communities agree that further research and study needs to be conducted before the possible link can be completely dismissed. With the rumors of autism and vaccinations, many families are opting for alternative vaccinations schedules or no vaccinations at all. What exactly is the link between autism and vaccinations?

The Connections Between Vaccinations and Autism

The first connection with autism and vaccinations come through a preservative called thimerosal. Thimerosal is a preservative found in many vaccinations. Thimerosal contains 46.9% ethyl mercury. Mercury is the second most harmful natural substance to humans, next to uranium. Mercury has been proven to cause neurological damage, among other ailments, and pregnant women are warned against the ingestion of mercury, even warning expectant mothers of eating fish. Autism and autistic spectrum disorders are neurological disorders. Although the CDC claims that vaccinations no longer contain thimerosal, it must be noted that pharmaceutical companies were not prohibited from using this preservative, but strongly encouraged to or reduce the amount found in certain vaccinations. Seventeen vaccinations contain thimerosal, including the flu shot. Although new vaccinations are being created without thimerosal, vaccinations containing the preservative are still being administered throughout the country.

The Increase in Vaccinations

Another suspicion linking vaccinations to autism comes from the amount of vaccinations children now receive. In 1985, infants received four vaccinations that contained thimerosal. In 1991, when the rate of autism began to increase, infants were now receiving eleven vaccinations containing thimerosal. One physician, requesting to remain anonymous, states, “In the 80s, children received eight vaccinations in early childhood. They now receive thirty. Why thirty? With each public health scare, like Smallpox or Anthrax, that number is going to inevitably increase. Twenty years from now, children could easily be receiving forty vaccinations and because the medical community – some of the medical community – endorses this, parents will vaccinate without knowing the risks. I tell my patients not to take my word for it. Not to take the word of the CDC or the APA, but to research themselves. It falls in the same myth that unvaccinated children cannot attend public school. Few people read the fine print and even fewer will inform them of it.”
The last link between autism and vaccinations deals with age. The onset of autism is generally detected in very early childhood. In mild cases, some parents may be unaware of the autistic spectrum symptoms and many believe that their child is simply a late bloomer or that lack of socialization may be the root of the children's delays. There is one exception, called regressive autism. Those affected by regressive autism start life off with chronologically appropriate skills and then begin to lose those skills. Regressive autism has been linked to the MMR vaccination. Many parents noticed after their children received the MMR shot, that their children regressed and skills previously possessed practically disappeared. Some in the medical community believe that repressive autism is an imaginary disease created by parents, but to the parents of the autistic child – who care for this child every day – they believe very strongly.

Vaccinations and Autism: Educate Yourself

Research and studies have yet to produce concrete evidence that there is indeed a link between autism and vaccinations, but they are unable to completely rule out the possibility. Some use the fact that they have been unable to link the two without a question as basis to argue that there is no link. However, researchers have been working diligently for decades to solve the mystery of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome to no success. Because their research has yet to give a specific cause to SIDS, doesn't mean SIDS does not exist. The best decision you can make for your child is to educate yourself on the possible health risks related to vaccinations, whether it is autism or SIDS. If you do chose to vaccinate your child, ask your pediatrician who manufactures the vaccination and what is used as a preservative. Do not make the mistake that so many parents do by blindly following the policies and beliefs of your pediatrician

Sorry for all the info....I just hope you understand why we made our decision. Today I wanted to take time and give an explanation although I feel I don't owe one. I won't be scared into vaccinating Mati.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Lunchtime Smooches!!!

Today is Mati's second day at daycare, and she is doing great. I went and check on her on my lunch break and she was smiling and laughing. She was really having a good time. I like to sup rise visit so I can make sure she is getting well taken care of. I don't go into work until 8 and the daycare is maybe 2 miles from my job, so we get there around 7 and I get all her things out and we play for a while. She looked really comfortable today. She smiled at me when I left so I knew she was ok. I called and checked on her around 9:30 and she was doing good and about to eat her oatmeal. I darted out at the door at lunchtime. I have been so anxious to see her when she is at the daycare...no idea why. She smothered me in wet kisses all over my face and I fed her, her bottle. She passed out in my arms...mouth open and everything. I tried to lay her down when I left, but of course she woke up. The music teacher was arriving as I was leaving so, I knew she would be entertained. She went back down for a nap around 2. I can't wait to pick her up. Come on 4 o'clock!!!

Last night Josh and I rode our 12 miles again. I feel really slim today. No idea why, but I do. I took pictures of myself about 2 weeks ago and wasn't very happy with what I saw. SO......I have been really focused and I am very proud of myself. Last night we watched the biggest loser. I think the right person went home. BUT.....it really showed me the importance of eating right. It's like my light bulb has been turned on. I was exercising sporadically and eating what I wanted....no good... For example, eating a cookie that had 347 calories....would have taken me over 30 minutes to burn off...I wasn't even burning the bad things I had eaten. I would just tell myself...its a cookie or a piece of cake...BUT it seriously clicked for me. I can't even explain the self control I have had this week.

Last night we worked with Mati some more on the floor, and she is making a lot of progress. You have to keep her attention away from the fact that she is on her tummy. Motherhood has opened my eyes soooooo much. There isn't anytime to be selfish....I left that at the hospital...She is my focus and that is enough.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Planning

Well today I started planning officially Madelyne's big birthday bash. Josh an I are not on the same page. I want her 1 year to be kinda extravagant. It's her first official birthday....hello? I found the cutest place...courtesy of Charity and I am dying to have her party there. The only problem is....its 150 an hour. I told him I would pay for it with my monthly bonus's and he won't even think about it. It's not about the money I guess. He just thinks its silly to spend so much on her party.....hmmm He should have known that when her purchased her nursery furniture. Maybe he will start thinking differently about tons of kido's so soon. uhhh anyways...

Still no luck on an Easter dress. I am starting to wonder if what I am looking for even exists. Other than that. I left work early yesterday with the worst sinus pressure...went to my mom's who of course picked Mati up early from daycare..and crashed on her couch. I slept a little while and came home to a cranky husband... I will say he was in a better mood about 5 seconds after I walked into the door. We ate dinner and my nap had actually helped so I decided to try and push through it. We rode another 12 miles yesterday and it felt awesome. I can't believe how much I enjoy it.

Tonight was suppose to be my girls night out. I just have lots of things to do at home and can't make it. Not only that, Mati seemed a little hoarse and warm today. I am worried she is getting sick. With all the changes in the weather I wouldn't be surprised. Another day at Tottenberry's tomorrow. I am hoping it going better than yesterday. Mati just seemed kinda in a daze like she had no clue what was going on. She did better on her tummy last night though, I took a picture of her looking just like her daddy....what's new right? ...lol...

My boss is letting me leave a little early so....I am about to be out of here.. :)

Monday, March 16, 2009

Nasty Weather and Satin Sheets!

Well this past weekend ...the weather blew! I was suppose to go and find Mati her Easter dress, and get pictures done. The weather was just too horrible. I didn't want to get her sick so we stayed indoors as much as possible.

Friday we went to the "new doctor" and we loved him. He had a very warm personality, and Mati liked him as well. All in All she is very healthy....she is 75% for her weight....90 % for her height and ...95 % for her head... Everything looks great! We went and got her a new dress after her appoinment.... and went home to eat tomales. We were planning on going shopping after dinner, but I was too tired and fell asleep quickly on the couch. I woke up to Mati...standing at the coffee table....Josh was holding her steady...she was slapping her hands and yelling at me..Josh said she had been doing that for 5 minutes or so. Not to mention the weather was a constant drizzle and ice hold so we hung out and just watched tv... Saturday...after I managed to wake myself up and join the land of the living....we went and got groceries, cleaned house, and made dinner for our guests. We had a good time eating and socializing. The great thing about having friends with kids....They leave early.....they were out the door by 9:00.....Kinzie stayed and yacked with us until her love got off work. Josh and I had agreed to teach Sunday School so she was giving use some fun ideas and decided to sit in and help!!! Sunday is kinda like a blur...
We got up early and went and picked up donuts and drinks...Josh and Kinzie got things ready for arts and crafts while I got Mati ready to go with my mom. Sunday school was a hit and the kids want us to come again. We went o lunch with Luke and Kinzie ..had a blast.....We ran into the Singletons...It was nice to see them and get to see little Jaycee Lou....We got home and took a nap with Mati...After we all got up we got things ready for Tottenberrys and straightened house and headed back to church....

Today she started "school".....thats what I am calling it. She seemed to do pretty good. I got there at 7 and got her crib ready. They were a little suprised that my princess had satin sheets.... They kept asking me if she was spoiled....you think? We played until I had to go to work and I gave the girl the page I wrote out last night on her routine and such. I called at 9 and she just went down for a nap. I am glad she is doing so good. Before I left she told a kid "hey" and the teacher just looked at me and laughed. I can't wait until lunch so I can go see my ray of sunshine. Other than that I am ready to go riding today and tan!!!!

Friday, March 13, 2009

Weekend Plans...

WOOHOOO so glad its Friday. My parents are in MS so Josh had to take off to watch Mati today. She has her appointment at 2:00. I can't wait to hear how much she has grown. She is so long and very proportionate. Tonight we are going to go look for her an Easter dress. I found a really cute dress at Gymboree, but I am thinking that since it is the only dress there that stands out and Gymboree is so reasonable, there will be 100 little girls wearing that dress. :) I know...how vain....sorry....its the truth. S I am on the hunt for an adorable dress...Tomorrow we are going to get Mati's pictures done and I can't wait. She is going to look so cute. We are having 4 friends over on Saturday night so...we should have lots of fun. This blog is oh so short, we just wanted to let you know what was happening in our house!!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

FURRRREEEEZZZZINNNGG!!!

So just when I am getting use to this beautiful weather....a cold front blows through... Burr! I just wish it could make up its mind.....Spring......Winter....Spring....Winter....uhh...80's to 50's..How exciting? Last night Josh and I went to Jay and April's H2H at their house instead of ours!! We had a blast. My cheesecake was a hit...I am going to have to store that recipe. Little Miss Mati did wonderful playing with Jude and Lilly....Jude is 3 and he just kept petting her..It was hilarious. They played with her and kept her company while we did the video and Mati was ready for mommy by the time the discussion time came up. We ate and all chatted..... We got home around 9:30ish...I came home to an absolute mess...My dishwasher was even open....So after I got done cleaning I enjoyed some time with my hubby!!!

The time change effects are starting to really hit me....I am exhausted...I really love the daylight difference though. I guess I will take the bad with the good and not be a "murmurer". .....anyways...I have to be at work tomorrow by 6:30....boo on that. Mati has her Dr. appointment tomorrow. I know I know....her 6 month check up is tomorrow and she will be 7 months next Saturday. Bad mommy award goes to me. Since we aren't doing shots its not that big of a deal. I found out that its quite common now that people aren't doing shots... That kinda puts me at ease. Other than that we are just enjoying Mati. Its so funny to see her with strangers ....she smiles at everyone now.....verses the baby that was so solemn...She still studies people, but she seems happier! She loves being the center of attention, last night during discussion she would screech and scream. Today she scooted a couple of inches on the floor. She was so mad at me for putting on her tummy. She would put her knees under her and push off. It was so cute. It looks like the extra tummy time Josh and I have been doing is paying off.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

What time is it?

Ok so my day started off a little hectic this morning....Josh has an alarm clock on his side that didn't change with the time change last weekend....So I was suppose to get up early this morning and curl my hair and really look nice for work...We have about half a dozen interviews for a sales position and my boss's boss is in town from Dallas. So I was very confused by the time this morning so instead of getting up an hour early I got up about 10 minutes late. Josh and I stayed up to watch a movie last night and I told him I would straighten the house up in the morning before I left. So I decided to go straight with a nice suit and still clean the house before I left. Tonight we have breaking bread in the homes and my mom needs Mati picked up on time, and sense I will be at work late with interviews Josh is leaving work early to help out....Did I mention I am running on fumes? I have black circles under my eyes and I just look horrible. I am so tired and would love tomorrow to be Saturday, is that possible? I am going home to finish up dinner...clean up....bike ride and then make dessert for our H2H ....I am so glad its not at my house this time.

Josh and I rode our bikes 12 miles yesterday. After I got off work and picked up Mati, I had dinner ready when Josh walked in the door. We inhaled our food and took off on our bikes to Malibu Tan in Silverlake. We tanned and headed home. Mati sang halfway there before dozing off. She loves the little buggy. We put her some toys in there and she just loves to look at everything. We were home a lot quicker than what it took to get there. We gave Mati her bath and just relaxed the rest of the night. We watched Australia ....it was pretty good. Anyways...Josh still hasn't budged on the baby idea....Hopefully he will see how much fun one on one with Mati would be.

Ok so I am about to leave work so...Have a great Wednesday....bc mine sucked! ;)

Monday, March 9, 2009

My Love

Today it has been 2 years since those crazy in love people said "I do"...First and foremost we are so very blessed....2 years ago Marriage sounded like hmmmm the next step so we went for it. Looking back.......we were CRAZY!!!! The past 2 years our road has been a little bumpy with some curves thrown in at the right time. I am so glad we took such a leap of faith at such a young age....I can't even imagine what my life would be like without you! Josh, you are my heartbeat. I am so glad you asked me to marry you 3 1/2 years ago. Thank you for making me a mommy to a beautiful little girl....She has us wound around that little finger so tightly! I love watching you be a daddy. I see her watch you in amazement...not to mention that her first "social smile" was to her daddy when he came home from work! You feel like home to me!!!!

10 Things I love about Josh Kozel~

10. The way you look in jeans... ;)

9. That you still splash me with the waterhose while we wash a car.

8. You let me sleep in every Saturday and make me breakfast.

7. You always listen, when I need you to!

6. You make me feel like the prettiest girl in the world...and you are the luckiest guy!

5. You write me love letters.

4. You never take my side...I know I complain about it, but you actually help me see the good in people I wouldn't have noticed if you didn't point it out.

3. You love my family as much as I do.

2. You gave me a beautiful image of you...(as a girl)....lol...and apparently you want many more ;)

1. You sweep me off my feet without even trying when you flash that "get over here" smile!

Thank you for a wonderful 2 years and I can't wait to spend forever with you!

Time Change and Bike Rides!

Well first and foremost I am loving the time change!! My little girl slept in a bit and mommy isn't nursing anymore so I got to soak up some time with her in the bed this morning smothering her with kisses! She loved it and I loved it!!! okay....back to Friday!

Since last Thursday night Josh and I have been riding our bikes religiously. Mati loves her buggy we haven't had any fussy moments yet! We have been averaging about 8 miles a day...and I am started to see a difference in my shape. The scale hasn't changed but I am ok with that. My stomach is much more toned and I am wanting to loose some of this booty!!! So Friday Josh took me out to lunch...something we never do...and once I got home from work we went for a bike ride...Got home and washed my car....and Josh made dinner...then we went and got groceries....rented a movie and once we got home and I cleaned up a bit we were too tired to watch it!

Saturday I slept in....big surprise...once we got moving we went for a bike ride... ate lunch...washed the other car and worked in the flower beds while Josh fertilized ...cleaned the garage...and then I cleaned house...Man I am tired just thinking about it! We were suppose to go to dinner for our anniversary, but I just couldn't manage to get dressed. So we picked up Chinese instead. I had been kind of a butt head all day so I tried to make nice by stomaching some of his favorite food. It seemed to work... ;).....

Sunday was a little chaotic....Mati spit up on her clothes right before we needed to walk out the door...then we couldn't find her matching headband for what she had on...therefore we were like 20 minutes late. Josh HATES to be late. I had to deal with a monster during church so I decided to surrender and hang out in the nursery. Josh took me to lunch instead of doing dinner tonight and he asked me for ANOTHER baby!!!! He mentioned it kinda like "pass the salt"......You could tell he was nervous but he was very serious. I thought he was joking...he had to be right... nope...he was serious....as a heart attack. I made a pack with him that in November we will try...Pray we don't conceive for a while ;) Don't get me wrong, I love being a mommy and I loved being pregnant. I am just not ready ready! I still don't feel like I am in my own skin yet. okay moving on....we went for our bike ride ....and ... got ready for night service....

The weekend flew by,but I feel so accomplished! I loved leaving a clean house, garage, and riding in a clean car. Maybe I should just concede that I am a little OCD about cleaning!!!!

Mati Update: I will make Josh post some recent pics of her tonight. She has started singing...it's quite funny, and she yells.....lol....At church yesterday she would yell and yell so ....to the nursery we went. No teeth yet....she is having a hard time cutting them....I throw her up the air because she loves it so much....she has started going "ahh" kinda like more and she grunts in her on way to say no.....She also has a certain way of clamping those gums together when she doesn't want anymore baby food. Saturday she blew mouth fulls back at me....ohh the joys of motherhood. She will be starting at Tottenberrys private school next week part time. She will be there 2 days a week and I think it will be good for her!!! Still no crawling but I will keep you updated!!!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

3rd Time's the Charm

Ok, so this is my 3rd time to start a blog in the past 3 days and I am determined to finish it! I finished the "Twilight" series and wow...I don't know what to do with myself. I loved them. I want to know what happens next in their life. Yes, I know...these are not real people Kate. Other than that we have just been doing our thing. Tuesday we relaxed at home and last night was church. I have decided to quit nursing Mati. It took me forever to to really want to stick to my decision. She is 6 and half months old so I think I did alright. Mati is growing so fast. I still can't believe she will be 1 in less than 6 months. I am starting to think about idea's for her birthday party. Time just flies by. Monday night we went to the hospital to see Jana's baby and she was so tiny. I couldn't believe that Mati was actually smaller than her when she was born... like I said time flies. Josh got his fix with little Jaisly....it's amazing...he use to be so scared of babies.

I am so ready for tomorrow. I need this weekend to catch up on some serious relaxing. If that's possible. I think we are going to go on a bike ride tonight. We both need a good workout. The temperature is nice enough that we can put Mati in her little buggy and pull her. I think she will like looking around at everything. Mati has been cracking us up lately. My mom bought her some beads and she loves them. Last night at church she would hold them up over her head. It was so distracting from the preacher. She throws her arms everywhere now a days. I know its playing to her but she looks so silly. She is starting to interact with other people as well. Before if Mati didn't know you, she didn't care to get to know you. She would never smile at strangers really. That is all changing now. ohh and she lets you know she wants to be picked up too. She will arch her back and lift herself off of whatever she is laying on.

Funny Story: Josh is going to kill me for this....Tuesday night Josh had a long day at work so he told me he wanted pancakes, eggs, and biscuits for dinner = comfort food. So after dinner Mati started getting a little fussy so I told him she might have a wet diaper. So he goes to start her bath and change her diaper. I start doing the dishes and he walks in the kitchen alone and looking pretty grossed out. I asked him what was wrong and he said, "look at me"... he had poop on him...lol...he told me he felt something wet on his clothes and his hand so he just rubbed it in. hahah Next he noticed Mati had a blowout in her diaper and she had poo poo all over her pants so he left the kitchen to go get him and her cleaned up. I couldn't stop laughing. As I am finishing the cleaning I hear him yelling for me...so I ran in there to find Mati and Josh covered in poop. Poor Mati had poop on her hand, down her leg...on her tummy...up her back. Josh was freaking out. Mati was lifting herself off the table and wanted to play in her messy diaper. Needless to say....mommy took over so daddy could clean himself up and they could take a bath!

ok so I thought you deserved a long one Jody!

Monday, March 2, 2009

Monday Blues!

I hate Mondays! Seriously. I am ready to finish my book so I can focus on other things. My house has gone to crap and I just feel behind. I am on the last book so I hoping by Wednesday I will be done....and back to normal. Friday night we went to Jay and Aprils house to eat and hang out. We played catch phrase and I think I finally found something that I can do better than Josh. He will admit he sucked! We had a great time and was home by 9:30 ish.... Saturday we did some shopping, momma needed some new clothes and shoes...then we went and had dinner with my little brother, his wife, and my parents. We loved Gringo's...then we went back to my parents house for a round of bean bag toss....We were 1-1....my parents always beat us. Yesterday was church then we headed down to Babies R Us. We bought Mati a high chair and some clothes...and shoes... I got her some glass bottles for when we are out. I think they look so much nicer. Silly I know. How vain? poor kiddo! We lounged and I read my book then back to church!

This month we definitely have some things we want to knock out. Our 2 year anniversary is next Monday. I can't believe it has been 2 years...it feels like 10. I feel like he has always been around. I couldn't picture him not in my life. Crazy how all that happens. Next week is also Daylight savings time....BOO on that! A girl in our Breaking Bread group had her baby yesterday. I am pretty excited to go hold the baby! lol...She was 6.5 lbs....and Mati was 6.2, so this will put off any baby fever that Josh may have. If I didn't want to stop working with baby # 2 he would be trying to talk me into another baby. He misses Mati being so small and the whole experience of me being prego. ME= NOWAY! I still remember like it was yesterday. I am enjoying my baby girl while I can, and I want her to enjoy becoming a big sister. I want her to realize that mommy has a baby in her belly. Corny maybe, but oh well. Enough of all that!

Mati Update: My little porker is doing fabulous. She loves her sweet potatoes and can't get enough. She seems to like her high chair, which we were way too excited about. She hasn't really started anything new this past week. I am working with her on holding her own bottle and I am trying to come up with different ways to get her to want to be on her tummy more. We will see how that little venture comes out.

My phone is starting to ring off the hook, so I better get back to work!